Suffering
Regret
The two things I'm plagued with daily
Suffering from what life throws at me
Regret for letting it stand above me
what can I do?
what can I say?
I can do nothing and say nothing
I can't stand for what is right
I follow the crowd like a sheep led to the slaughter
I try to be different but I cant handle being judged
All the judgement makes me question life
Thinking
This life is hard
I can't give up
But I so desperately want to
I must be strong
Even though this world has made me weak
But no more
I have my own dreams
My own hopes
World I will not let you take this away from me
I have a reason to live and I'll
After finally accepting the fact i would never have you,
you realize that i mean something too you.
After living in a drought for so long,
i got used to having no water,
but here the rain comes,
and i'm not ready for it,
and now its pouring,
so i must simply drown.
Drown in this thing people call 'life'.
Oh but to run.
To sprint, to flee,
to wrench myself
from the pit.
Too long have I withered,
stunted by the world.
Too long have I watched
my friends surrender,
their once great hearts
now nothing but stone.
Nothing but stone.
Cold, hard stone.
Stone that deep within
still holds hope,
but oh how it fades.
So I dream, I dream to run.
To pick up and leave, to flee.
To wrench the bitter cancer
from my body, putting it to
the sword.
To crush all conformity,
to surround myself with
living, breathing, individual
human beings.
Not the faceless beings I see,
such boring people.
Such boring lives.
Such pointless fucking exist
Suffering
Regret
The two things I'm plagued with daily
Suffering from what life throws at me
Regret for letting it stand above me
what can I do?
what can I say?
I can do nothing and say nothing
I can't stand for what is right
I follow the crowd like a sheep led to the slaughter
I try to be different but I cant handle being judged
All the judgement makes me question life
Thinking
This life is hard
I can't give up
But I so desperately want to
I must be strong
Even though this world has made me weak
But no more
I have my own dreams
My own hopes
World I will not let you take this away from me
I have a reason to live and I'll
After finally accepting the fact i would never have you,
you realize that i mean something too you.
After living in a drought for so long,
i got used to having no water,
but here the rain comes,
and i'm not ready for it,
and now its pouring,
so i must simply drown.
Drown in this thing people call 'life'.
Suffering
Regret
The two things I'm plagued with daily
Suffering from what life throws at me
Regret for letting it stand above me
what can I do?
what can I say?
I can do nothing and say nothing
I can't stand for what is right
I follow the crowd like a sheep led to the slaughter
I try to be different but I cant handle being judged
All the judgement makes me question life
Thinking
This life is hard
I can't give up
But I so desperately want to
I must be strong
Even though this world has made me weak
But no more
I have my own dreams
My own hopes
World I will not let you take this away from me
I have a reason to live and